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01 September 2013 @ 04:42 pm
Author: aelia1980
Title: The Man with two Faces
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mention of Jared/Sandy
Genre: J² non AU
Rating: NC 17
Summary: In public, Jensen seems self-confident, tough and cool. The more Jared gets to know his new co-star though, he notices that the real Jensen is very different; self-conscious and unsure, carrying around a secret that slowly seems to destroy him. Can Jared find out the truth about what is haunting his best friend? Can he help him to accept who he is and to finally find love?
Warning: abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, shy/self-conscious!Jensen, mention of suicidal!Jensen, angst, schmoop, cuddling
Word Count: 40.585
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names and a bit of their background and story. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: asilia. All remaining mistakes are my own. Thanks for your help *hugs*
Art: darklondonsky. Again your wonderful art made me squee. Thanks *hugs*
A/N: This was one of my first J² fanfics, originally posted on my journal back in May/June 2010. I took it down, re-wrote it (just changing a bit here and a bit there) and had it finally betad and got some beautiful art. I think it’s fitting to use one of my first fics to say goodbye to the fanfic world for the time being.

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31 August 2013 @ 06:12 pm
Author: aelia1980
Title: The Man with two Faces
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mention of Jared/Sandy
Genre: J² non AU
Rating: NC 17
Summary: In public, Jensen seems self-confident, tough and cool. The more Jared gets to know his new co-star though, he notices that the real Jensen is very different; self-conscious and unsure, carrying around a secret that slowly seems to destroy him. Can Jared find out the truth about what is haunting his best friend? Can he help him to accept who he is and to finally find love?
Warning: abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, shy/self-conscious!Jensen, mention of suicidal!Jensen, angst, schmoop, cuddling
Word Count: 40.585, 9.671 in Part Five
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names and a bit of their background and story. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: asilia. All remaining mistakes are my own. Thanks for your help *hugs*
Art: darklondonsky. Again your wonderful art made me squee. Thanks *hugs*
A/N: This was one of my first J² fanfics, originally posted on my journal back in May/June 2010. I took it down, re-wrote it (just changing a bit here and a bit there) and had it finally betad and got some beautiful art. I think it’s fitting to use one of my first fics to say goodbye to the fanfic world for the time being.

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29 August 2013 @ 05:25 pm
Author: aelia1980
Title: The Man with two Faces
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mention of Jared/Sandy
Genre: J² non AU
Rating: NC 17
Summary: In public, Jensen seems self-confident, tough and cool. The more Jared gets to know his new co-star though, he notices that the real Jensen is very different; self-conscious and unsure, carrying around a secret that slowly seems to destroy him. Can Jared find out the truth about what is haunting his best friend? Can he help him to accept who he is and to finally find love?
Warning: abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, shy/self-conscious!Jensen, mention of suicidal!Jensen, angst, schmoop, cuddling
Word Count: 40.585,7.434 in Part Four
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names and a bit of their background and story. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: asilia. All remaining mistakes are my own. Thanks for your help *hugs*
Art: darklondonsky. Again your wonderful art made me squee. Thanks *hugs*
A/N: This was one of my first J² fanfics, originally posted on my journal back in May/June 2010. I took it down, re-wrote it (just changing a bit here and a bit there) and had it finally betad and got some beautiful art. I think it’s fitting to use one of my first fics to say goodbye to the fanfic world for the time being.

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27 August 2013 @ 05:23 pm
Author: aelia1980
Title: The Man with two Faces
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mention of Jared/Sandy
Genre: J² non AU
Rating: NC 17
Summary: In public, Jensen seems self-confident, tough and cool. The more Jared gets to know his new co-star though, he notices that the real Jensen is very different; self-conscious and unsure, carrying around a secret that slowly seems to destroy him. Can Jared find out the truth about what is haunting his best friend? Can he help him to accept who he is and to finally find love?
Warning: abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, shy/self-conscious!Jensen, mention of suicidal!Jensen, angst, schmoop, cuddling
Word Count: 40.585, 8.424 in Part Three
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names and a bit of their background and story. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: asilia. All remaining mistakes are my own. Thanks for your help *hugs*
Art: darklondonsky. Again your wonderful art made me squee. Thanks *hugs*
A/N: This was one of my first J² fanfics, originally posted on my journal back in May/June 2010. I took it down, re-wrote it (just changing a bit here and a bit there) and had it finally betad and got some beautiful art. I think it’s fitting to use one of my first fics to say goodbye to the fanfic world for the time being.

Teaser
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25 August 2013 @ 06:43 pm
Author: aelia1980
Title: The Man with two Faces
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mention of Jared/Sandy
Genre: J² non AU
Rating: NC 17
Summary: In public, Jensen seems self-confident, tough and cool. The more Jared gets to know his new co-star though, he notices that the real Jensen is very different; self-conscious and unsure, carrying around a secret that slowly seems to destroy him. Can Jared find out the truth about what is haunting his best friend? Can he help him to accept who he is and to finally find love?
Warning: abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, shy/self-conscious!Jensen, mention of suicidal!Jensen, angst, schmoop, cuddling
Word Count: 40.585, 6.241 in Part Two
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names and a bit of their background and story. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: asilia. All remaining mistakes are my own. Thanks for your help *hugs*
Art: darklondonsky. Again your wonderful art made me squee. Thanks *hugs*
A/N: This was one of my first J² fanfics, originally posted on my journal back in May/June 2010. I took it down, re-wrote it (just changing a bit here and a bit there) and had it finally betad and got some beautiful art. I think it’s fitting to use one of my first fics to say goodbye to the fanfic world for the time being.

Teaser
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24 August 2013 @ 07:12 pm
Author: aelia1980
Title: The Man with two Faces
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, mention of Jared/Sandy
Genre: J² non AU
Rating: NC 17
Summary: In public, Jensen seems self-confident, tough and cool. The more Jared gets to know his new co-star though, he notices that the real Jensen is very different; self-conscious and unsure, carrying around a secret that slowly seems to destroy him. Can Jared find out the truth about what is haunting his best friend? Can he help him to accept who he is and to finally find love?
Warning: abused!Jensen, hurt!Jensen, shy/self-conscious!Jensen, mention of suicidal!Jensen, angst, schmoop
Word Count: 40.585, 8.829 in Part One
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names and a bit of their background and story. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: asilia. All remaining mistakes are my own. Thanks for your help *hugs*
Art: darklondonsky. Again your wonderful art made me squee. Thanks *hugs*
A/N: This was one of my first J² fanfics, originally posted on my journal back in May/June 2010. I took it down, re-wrote it (just changing a bit here and a bit there) and had it finally betad and got some beautiful art. I think it’s fitting to use one of my first fics to say goodbye to the fanfic world for the time being.

Teaser

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05 July 2013 @ 10:01 pm
I just wanted to let you know that "Show me Heaven" will be my last new J² fic posted here for the time being.

I still have an old fic I re-wrote, had beta´d and is currently getting some art and once that´s done, it´s getting posted, but after this I´m planning to say good-bye to the fanfiction world. I´m not saying that it will be a farewell for good because you never should say never again. But atm I just don´t feel like writing anymore - for a bunch of reasons. Some have to do with real life, a lot have to do with fandom, though.

This comm will stay open (at least for now), so feel free to come back and read my old fics, if you want to.

For now, I just want to say a big thanks, for supporting me through the past three years, for leaving comments or creating art. Every kind word and gesture was very much appreciated and loved.

*hugs*
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24 June 2013 @ 07:42 pm
Author: aelia1980
Artist: bine110987
Title: Show me Heaven
Pairing/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Jared/Sandy
Rating: NC 17
Genre: AU
Summary: For almost a millennium the people of Heaven have been living in a society where homosexuality is the norm and heterosexuality is strictly forbidden. Ruled by the power-hungry Padaleckis and their ministers, the world is a place with strict laws, few rights and entrenched habits. When Jared, the President’s son, falls in love with a girl, his father makes him date the gifted but socially awkward pianist, Jensen. Forced into a fake relationship, Jared treats Jensen with nothing but contempt, while Jensen tries hard to be Jared’s friend, just to prove them both wrong. In the course of time, Jared sees more than the freak in Jensen and their relationship develops into friendship. When Jared faces unexpected and life-changing tasks, Jensen proves himself to be not only Jared’s constant but also his eye-opener, causing Jared to question their centuries old laws. Can Jared make a difference and change Heaven into a better world? And will Jared see to whom his heart really belongs to?
Warning: hurt!Jensen, character deaths, violence, mention of inhuman acts, schmoop
Word Count: 57.430
Disclaimer: I don’t know Jared, Jensen or anyone else mentioned in this story. This is a work of fiction, written for “entertainment” and certainly not to hurt mentioned characters. I just borrowed their names, the tiniest bits of their background and invented so much more. Nothing mentioned in this fiction ever happened.
Beta: tan_kat and deezy_y. All remaining mistakes are my own
A/N: written for spn_j2_bigbang
Feedback: is loved and very appreciated.

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24 June 2013 @ 06:55 pm
Author: aelia1980
Artist: bine110987
Title: Show me Heaven
Pairing/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Jared/Sandy
Rating: NC 17
Genre: AU
Summary: For almost a millennium the people of Heaven have been living in a society where homosexuality is the norm and heterosexuality is strictly forbidden. Ruled by the power-hungry Padaleckis and their ministers, the world is a place with strict laws, few rights and entrenched habits. When Jared, the President’s son, falls in love with a girl, his father makes him date the gifted but socially awkward pianist, Jensen. Forced into a fake relationship, Jared treats Jensen with nothing but contempt, while Jensen tries hard to be Jared’s friend, just to prove them both wrong. In the course of time, Jared sees more than the freak in Jensen and their relationship develops into friendship. When Jared faces unexpected and life-changing tasks, Jensen proves himself to be not only Jared’s constant but also his eye-opener, causing Jared to question their centuries old laws. Can Jared make a difference and change Heaven into a better world? And will Jared see to whom his heart really belongs to?
Word Count: 57.430, 5.253 (Chapter 22 & Epilogue)

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24 June 2013 @ 06:49 pm
Author: aelia1980
Artist: bine110987
Title: Show me Heaven
Pairing/Characters: Jared/Jensen, Jared/Sandy
Rating: NC 17
Genre: AU
Summary: For almost a millennium the people of Heaven have been living in a society where homosexuality is the norm and heterosexuality is strictly forbidden. Ruled by the power-hungry Padaleckis and their ministers, the world is a place with strict laws, few rights and entrenched habits. When Jared, the President’s son, falls in love with a girl, his father makes him date the gifted but socially awkward pianist, Jensen. Forced into a fake relationship, Jared treats Jensen with nothing but contempt, while Jensen tries hard to be Jared’s friend, just to prove them both wrong. In the course of time, Jared sees more than the freak in Jensen and their relationship develops into friendship. When Jared faces unexpected and life-changing tasks, Jensen proves himself to be not only Jared’s constant but also his eye-opener, causing Jared to question their centuries old laws. Can Jared make a difference and change Heaven into a better world? And will Jared see to whom his heart really belongs to?
Word Count: 57.430, 7.151 (Chapter 19 – 21)

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